I don’t know why but I can never get along with other gay men. It’s like I have two male gay friends well one kind of actually zero cause I don’t talk to one anymore and the other lives in San Diego but I don’t even like them that much. And whenever I meet gay guys, I’m like ew ur gross bye.

And I think most of the time they feel the same way about me. Maybe I have some repressed feelings of shame or something in being gay and that’s why whenever I meet other gay guys I’m like wat. But then IDK